So I have really been struggling the past months about going to YWAM but the closer and closer the day gets I am actually more excited now!! I have gone through the range of emotions from (Step 1) ubber stoked and can't wait to get out of here. (Step 2) Eh I don’t really want to go; I'm going to miss something major here and end up regretting it. (Steps 3-6) Were me debating back and forth between going or not. (Step 7) I'm going to do this! It’s what God has called me to do! (Step 8) Satan get behind me and stop telling me lies because I know you are mad that I'm going to do what the Lord has called me to do so what, it’s not up to you! I'm going to keep my eyes on JESUS! (Steps 9&10) Let’s get er done stage because I’m more stoked then ever but I still have Lots to do SO little time :)
So yeah that's basically what my life has consisted of lately but I know in the tears and sadness God is going to totally blow my socks off when I get to YWAM and when I am fully committed to living for Him and telling more people about the one and only love that can conquer all!
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
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ReplyDeleteBreanna, I'm so excited for you. Those feelings are normal. I'm going through a period in life where I know God has called me to do something as well, and I have gone through similar feelings, but it all ends up in the same place...go forth with God!
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you sweet girl. :)